how. did i get so lucky? i really dont know, and i forgot about how i used to feel that way all the time, and that i just didnt deserve it. i was reminded again today just how lucky i am with all the wonderful people i have in my life, and all the wonderful people i've met. i still dont deserve it, but good god am i blessed. its getting easier and easier to remember that too. i knwo i almost always post when i'm down. but. things are amazing. and i'm fucking lucky.